Monday, September 22, 2008 Today i finally slp for 2 hours. Each day passes, i misses her more and more. My heart keep getting more pain. She is the person really can hold my heart once again when i never trust in love or long time relationship. This few day i keep thinking how am i going to change for the good and best. After leaving her, i just feel that i cant live without her, all those memories all keep flowing back to my mind. Even vivocity where i currently working now got so much nice and pretty girl. I dont know why i keep dont bother them. i try to force myself to look at them. But things get get worst, Imgine of selina keep appearing in my eyes. Sometimes see all those family with kids/baby, i always stand there and dream. If that family is i and selina, wouldn’t it better and i keep hoping that day to come forward. Even poor, rich just as long as i with her is already letting my this life much more colourful and wonderful. i really love her alot till really no words can describe. Alot of ppl told me once time passes i will forget. Its a very common thing. But i can ensure all of you that i wont. She is the girl that really hold my heart and let me feel what the power of love and letting me have the trust and faith in long term relationship. Alright i going to get prepare and go for work le. otherwise i end late and i will be thinking alot of stuff again. For now, Danny is going to get some depression, mood swing and etc… Hope you all can forgive him if he really offence you. Thanks alot. Never Give Up Easily 12:44 AM
Never Give Up Easily 12:44 AM