Tuesday, February 3, 2009 A terrible things happen in my life. A 2 yrs + relationship that i really put in effort and looking forward to have better future but didnt expect it happened this way. We still love each other deeply but just cos of engagement we need to end.. Is it worth of doing this ?? You once say you wont leave me and you scare of it but why every time you are the one who wanted to leave me? Do you think i got everything planned out? Do you think i want this ending and After going through so much thing until now we are much more stable and really be there for one another. Past few days we just say how lovely we are from our heart without any lies. All this doesnt mean anything to you ? 2 yrs + of relationship that i really look forward to and i just really want to treasure it. Yes, i have disappoint you this but that still doesnt mean that i wont marry you in future or rather leave you. I promise i wont leave you, and i'm surely this time you will know i wont leave you cos you know how much love we have put and how devotion are both of us now. And why we cant face each other parents? we got nothing to scare or cant face cos of engagement. what my mom wanted is i have a stable job to support you. My mom never say she dislike you or rather dont want you to be her daughter-in-law and she just want you have a better life and more secure together with me. And i still want to say thank you for helping in my school work yesterday. i appreciate that alot. All i want to say is, 2yrs + of relationship is it worth ended just like that when both of us still love one another so deeply? If you really dont feel this way, you really broke my heart deeply cos i believed you also feel this way. i might not know what problem we are facing but i hope we can really say out and really be united once again.I really still ("v") you alot...I still want more hugs and kisses from you... Never Give Up Easily 8:41 AM
Never Give Up Easily 8:41 AM