Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Back to blog. have not been blogging for a long time due to my work and studies. Yes, recently have happen alot of thing to me. Firstly, yes i failed my car test again. I so disappointed in myself and so angry. I dont want to say any thing about it. I only told to some of them not all. Secondly is I'm broke ! I dont have any money on me. I such a spendthrift. I thought i dont buy anything i could save lots of money but in the end i'm wrong. All the money i spend on is FOOD FOOD FOOD! Oh my. i didnt realise. Nowadays things is so ex. 1 meal for a person could cost $5+ if want better food $10+ ! Just 1 meal. How bout two ? a couple going out ? cant imagine right ? Hais, life is full of obstacle and so much stress. Nothing without stress. Study got exam stress. Working got working stress. Personal stuff also got stress. Worst still family also stress. What the world is this ? Why cant a person be happy and carefree ? Is life just like that ?
Anyway, This month guess what. I have save few hundred dollars compare to last month spending usage. Last month so far i calculate i have spend few thousand total but this month so surprising i only spend $550 till now. Really save alot. I must thanks selina for this. Sometimes i want to buy things for her, she stop me and tell me dont anyhow spend money. Its annoying but she think for me. We also even share a meal instead of ordering 2 sets. first she told me is sweet and secondly told me can save money. Just fill our stomach with food but not too full is enough. i was like thanks her in my heart.
Thanks dear for everything. Hope we can build a castle of our own.
Never Give Up Easily
10:25 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Hmm, back to blogging time. Last friday, i and my dear went to goat farm as i promise her earlier on. Singapore is so small till i dont know where to go. So, i just decided to bring my dear to visit goat as i think is interesting and fun. So, we went there feed goat and see how goat really look like. They really look very cute and funny. Feeding goat is the best part. haha. Then after all the fun, we bought 9 bottle of goat milk. 4 chocolate and 4 white and 1 on the spot i and my dear share. The taste of it, is quite nice but after drinking will have abit of goat taste. Hmm~ then after all this fun and we left the place. Then we head to my dear house, cos dear want to bath and after that head to my house cos i also want to bath due to very hot weather. Then after that, we take cab to my dear cousin house ( li huan ) to visit her baby. As for me, carry on with the cab to ubi driving center to learn driving. At driving center, i was like also bang to another car cos the driver i think is new to ciruit. Sudden engine jam due to his envous i guess. But overall still nothing happen. haha ~ phew~ Then after driving, take cab to my dear cousin house to pick her up for dinner. Then after eat, my dear decided want to take a walk cos she eat till very full. So, to me is alright but my leg very tired. Very far leh. why hougang 2 street need to walk so far man. zzz ! Then, after that we also went to pongol park to relax. Then after that, things become bad. i dont want to say anymore cos the matter keep repeating.
To me, I really think i have grown up. After last break i have really understand both parties need to trust each other alot. Even a IF or suspect wont break them up. i will think alot such as can i give her all the happiness ? what can i give her ? can i handle the responsiblity ? finianial problem ? when problem come, we must face it and settle together. Thats how thing settled. If keep in heart for such a long time, once quarrel or argue. Everything will be very diffcult to handle. Most important is after all this, think of the other parties feeling first. sometimes, i even save money from my lunch and dinner. Such as when i'm alone i eat $2 noodles or the most is $6 in order to save money. when i with her i spent alot cos i really want to treasure her and give her all the best i can. This doesnt mean that, i am keep wasting money or rather buy her. That doesnt even exist on my mind. a dollar for a smile of hers is very worth for me. i hope we really understand me. i'm a person that want my dear always be blessed and happy not sad. I know my limit and i know what i can do and what i cannot. The chalet i book for her bday i hope she really enjoy it cos that sum of money is i really foke up with alot of difficulties. maybe she will blame me for wasting money but i once to her i will book for her mean i will. and furthermore her 18th birthday. I can see she very excited and nevous about it. Thats why chalet for me i think is worth the money. i really hope she will enjoy and appreciate it. what i want to say, i have told her already. i hope she can trust me without suspecting me or rather say i make the wrong choice. To her, maybe yes. but to me, i feel so hurt and disappointed and in a lost cos i have try my best to do it. like i promise i bring her to goat farm. i try to cover back during my mc day. Just hope she can accept the new of me.
i going to work le. start at 11am. I'm late again. hais~ too tired. yesterday didnt really slp too cos i cant slp in peace. i need to go off le.
Sayonara~
Never Give Up Easily
10:38 AM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Today, was a very tired day. Maybe for the past few day didnt slp well thats why like this. Hmm. tml i bringing my dear to goat farm near Lim Chu Kang there. I also never went there before. Hmm, heard that we can play with those goat around there. haha ! i think it sound cool. Hmm, i guess thats all. Tml i shall update again.
Last but no least, I just fell like writing this out. Selina to me is a very special girl. I dont know what i can describe about this feeling. Without her, today maybe is still the same old danny. She have teach me alot of thing in different ways. Her cuteness really melt the stubborness of mine. We have break a lots of time till all our friend think that we are not suitable for each other. Even our own parent also disagree both of us together. But one thing, both of us know we belong to each other cos we have sacrifice alot for each other which noone knows except both of us. We love, care and concern each others also in alot of different ways. We can be called as Strange couples who really do things in different ways. Most important thing is that, lots of people trying to break us up. Yes we did break, but not for long. After sometimes, we will be back to couple again or rather should i say our heart have long ago stick to one another from the start. Maybe we are really meant for one another but we have to go through alot of rain and wind to make us stronger and much more unity. Alright, i'm tired. Going to sleep le. Goodnight ~
Never Give Up Easily
11:25 PM
Yesterday, as usual for me. went to work and need to stock check again. Hais ~ tiring day. Worst thing is that, no one at Carrefour around 9pm plus. OMG ! i just stand there keep dreaming and waiting for time to faster pass so i can go home. haha ! LOL ! thats me. lazy. hmm. then around 10pm plus, selina sms me say feel like meeting me. So, i say okay cos i still cant let go bah. Then when reach there, i run towards the clock near fulleton hotel. In the end, i ran pass her yet i didnt realise. Lucky she saw me, call me and i stop half way and run back. Then see her, knowing that she not feeling good. Abit angry or rather sad. So, i cheer her up. Talk about lots of things, trying to make her happy again. Then see her feel better, of cos to me i also feel good lah. haha :) Then we sat at the bridge , and selina say she want a hug. Of cos i hug her! as in i promise her i will love her 1314, be there for her. Of cos i will do it cos i mean it too. Means we patched back again. wee. have been waited for so long too. haha ! Then is around 3am plus when we are back together again. haha ! then after that dear say say she hungry, feel like eating kaya bread. Then i went to think where have kaya bread. So, in the end i think of a place that have so i bring her there to eat then after that she eat abit say full le. hmm . her wei kou also not so big now adays. But she say she feel like eating something that have soup base. Then she thought of a 24hrs near my house area which sell porridge. Then we eat there, surprising the food is quite nice at there. haha. Then after that send her home le cos too late tml still need go sch ma.
Today after school, went to meet my dear to watch show called house bunny. Even how tired am i. i dont know why i still got energy to watch movie with her reguardless how tired am i. Then after that bring her eat sake sushi for our dinner then send her home.
Anyway, Both of us really have learn alot in this break. I begin to think alot and know how to understand other people feeling and care for them. Never take things for granted too. I really will treasure her and care for her the best i can. I will dote her till i die. To me, i really know she is the one for me and my heart only can hold her. But all i can say now is, I will treasure her and understand her more and make time for her cos she is my gf and must make piority for her.
I love you Dear. Thanks for giving me this chance to let me understand you, treasure you and love you more. !
aishiteru yo See Selina ~
Never Give Up Easily
1:23 AM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Today i have been a very busy day. Checking stock, re-arrange stock, serve customer and etc.. Rush here and there. Hais~ Then only taken half an hour break due to stock keep coming in. No time to slack somemore but time pass dam fast. when i have done everything, is around 6 to 7 plus liao. cool right ? haha. whole day keep doing stock. LOL ! After work still need to take cab rush to grandmother house cos her birthday. By the time i reach her house is already 9 plus. Then, went to eat my dinner and play poker awhile. Won $2 bucks nia. LOL ! nvm lah. just play for fun. haha ! After that things came worst to me. Hais~ since worst thing, i shld not say out. Let it be past. Theres two song i really love alot.
Never Give Up Easily
3:35 PM
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Today is my last day off before school reopen. Went to do alot of thing. Early in the morning need to wake up early, rush to hand in my time sheet ( punch card ) then follow by delieve the goods to my working fren ( who ask me to buy juicer for him ) and go to wisma to get my hp repair. Such a tiring day. Rush here and there. Today, actually want to ask selina out to catch movies but she say her whole body ach so didnt want to disturb her resting. So, in the end didnt manage to go. So when reach home, went to bath my dog plus learn how to fry fish from my maid in order for me not getting bored at home. LOL! Frying fish is dam hard. Hurt my hand by some freaking oil. Hais~ Nvm, lets recalled back the past few days that i went through.
1st of october, Selina sms me. i was shocked that she wanted to ask me out. We went to ice-skate at kallang where the place we learn how to skate. Even a short time, really let me realise how much i love her. After that, fetch her to downtown east to her fren chalet. As for me, eat my dinner at Mac then head straight home.
Alright, I’m getting tired. Tml is a long day for me. Need to work and stock checking due to stock arrival. Hais~ Sian. Now, I need to learn how to save and spent money since everything have settled. Owned have pay back, credit card have settled. Phew~ ! Guess I have learn my lesson. Now must watch outgoing money le. =(
Never Give Up Easily
11:02 AM
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Today i dont know what happen to me. Still as the same. Miss and think of her alot still. Once i ask myself whether is she the one worth for me waiting? is she the one only suit me? all the while, i always have the answer is WORTH IT. thats why till now i cant let her go. I even want to call or sms her but think of it. she will feel irritating and frastrating so in the end i didnt do any of that. Recently, me myself also dont know why. In the past, i never used to sing to cover my sadness or whatever mood. But till now, I sing to calm myself down. Finding new songs from FM radio, watch MTV ( Starhub cable tv ) and etc.. to get to know more song and try to sing. And i found out 1 song is very nice. The name of that song is Because of you. I love the lyrics alot just like 重来 and 很想說. Really like alot. Today is my off day, Finally can rest for one day. After working so long, learn alot kind of people. Betrayer, Backstabber, etc.. They act infront so good to you yet behind say bad stuffs. Hate them alot. I will learn how to observe people cos nowadays people are so cunning. They will do anything just to get their target. Maybe this is life, confusing and complicated. oh well, Today going sch to hand in my time sheet, after that going out with friends to sing at kbox. Singing really help a person to relax and calm down. alright guys. Time for me to go!
Sayonara~
Never Give Up Easily
1:33 AM